i'm so lucky to have you. 

really. it's not the other way round. although i know that you'll object to this. 

for the first time, i think i know i'm certain about it. 

:)

三月份的今天，做工做到累了、倦了。

突然YouTube的五月天频道转到了最喜欢的《拥抱》。

趴在桌子上聆听，全然卷入了五月天的世界。。。

脱下长日的假面 奔向梦幻的疆界
南瓜马车的午夜 换上童话的玻璃鞋
让我享受这感觉 我是孤傲的蔷薇
让我品尝这滋味 纷乱世界的不了解
昨天太近 明天太远 默默聆听那黑夜
晚风吻尽 荷花叶 任我醉倒在池边
等你清楚看见我的美 月光晒干眼泪
那一个人 爱我
将我的手 紧握
抱紧我 吻我 喔爱~~~ 别走
隐藏自己的疲倦 表达自己的狼狈
放纵自己的狂野 找寻自己的明天
向你要求的誓言 就算是你的谎言
我需要爱的慰藉 就算那爱已如潮水
昨天太近 明天太远 默默聆听那黑夜
晚风吻尽 荷花叶 任我醉倒在池边
等你清楚看见我的美 月光晒干眼泪
那一个人 爱我
将我的手 紧握
抱紧我 吻我 喔爱~~~ 别走
那一个人 爱我
将我的手 紧握
抱紧我 吻我 喔爱~~~ 别走
抱紧我 吻我 喔爱~~~ 别走
抱紧我 吻我 喔爱~~~

我今年24岁。现在的我，仅受了社会8个月的蹂躏，于是仍然充满了浪漫、精力、幻想、憧憬、爱恋。。。

现在阅读的你，是否仍然依旧？

希望你还是一样的她，对生活还是充满着热诚。

因为，这样活着，机会就只有一次。

gosh, i've been neglecting this space ever since i entered e social uni.

this is BAD.

so i've decided to revive it on my day :)

i took leave on 9 and 10 feb. lavish treat to myself.

so boss treated co to subway and a white choc cheesecake. felt so awkward when they sang e bday song. paiseh!

9 feb, xiaoyou took leave as well and we went back to nygh. we spent the entire afternoon there to unearth the numerous memories from different parts of e school. some things have changes, others remain the same. but i feel that there are more changes than not. well, at least the school still looks e same, and laoshi is still there :)

speaking of which, i was strangely nervous when i got to the dance studio. it's rly strange coz i just saw laoshi not too long ago at e NUS dance concert. but it felt so different returning to e dance studio. everything still looks e same and laoshi is still stationed there :)

and of course, she once again asked my most dreaded qn T.T

after that, we went tioheng@ntu alumni club house and sang for 2 hrs. xiaoyou went for her malay lesson and i went for MJ. but we were both rly late. xiaoyou ended up being 20 min late and i was stranded outside e dance studio and only watch verlao, ahelk, ah hong, apple and dhika killed e choreo. abit disappointed dat i din make it to dance w these awesome dancers again...

10 feb, xiaoyou and charms took leave oso, and we went for sentosa day play pass. entitles us to 15 attractions at $63.90. i had such awesome fun w these girls!!! although e attractions r really.............. to put it simply, if we were to pay e actual costs for all these attractions, we will be really pissed. hahaha but seriously, it was fun w them :)

11 feb, that's today! family in e day, korean bbq at night. will update.

*goodness, i've gotten rly rusty w this blogging thing... sighs...

first y dance experience ytd.

there was fear at e initial stage. ultimately i've not worked w e mentally challenged.

but it was dissipated so quickly.

most appeared to be so friendly and gentle.

so attractively simple.

i've nv felt so relaxed in the longest time. it's a different kind of relaxation for the tired brain.

i dare not say that i've done anything for them at all.

i dare say that they've given me smtg that i'm in need of.

joy, can be so simple.

that, was a hell crazy fun night.

truly, live for the moment.

GRADUATED!!!

officially graduated.

i really had tonnes of fun on 29 July, running around and attempting to take photos with the whole world. but of course, i didn't manage to capture everyone :C i would love to though. sighs.

these girls in the photo above probably have no idea how grateful i am towards them. as my family couldn't attend my convo, these girls acted like my proud sisters.

ah shu helped me wear my gown, her kor (mervin) helped me with my tie, they helped me with my safety pin and making me look presentable. ah shu also helped me w my motar board which i absolutely hated. ah shu also gave me her hand-made bouquet which i love so much. she's really good at making beautiful stuff.

ponyo and ah beng popped along with a lion soft toy, a glass of candy and 2 awesome chewy junior (i think i bought it so many times that they know i love it). they are like proud sisters overseeing their younger sister getting prepped up for convocation. they snapped polaroids and took pictures throughout my preparation process, showered me w words of congratulations.

:) i'm blessed to have them. really.

and of course, the 61ners touched me with their presence. the guys got xiu and i flowers (it's really rare LOL) and we just stood ard taking silly photos. now what surprised me the most was that they actually waited for my convo to end to bid farewell to me. my goodness. wad did i do to deserve all these love and kindness?

lastly, really glad to have my CS gang throughout. esp. josey for offering me a ride to ntu w her family :) MUCH NEEDED if not i'm gonna be super late. our constant whatsapping throughout the boring convo name-calling portion. our taking of tonnes of photos. our rubbish talk.

had the most awesome night w josey, mich and zx. after dinner and pre-drinking at newton circus, we headed to soul club where tim and gang were at. it was REALLY FUN. it's been a long time since i played w zx real glad that she came along.

well, i shall end off w the famous statement our great valedictorian made at the end of her speech:

we fucking made it!

i had a very random dream.

ok, not exactly very random. it was about convocation. i realised at the very last minute that i wasn't in the right attire (no collars) and was in fact in a very casual outfit of my hot pink shirt and jeans (yes i can even rem that!). so mum and i went around the school shops to see if they're selling any formal wear (as if ntu has any... anyways e school setting doesn't even look remotely like ntu) but to no avail. den in e end i realised that all along it was tgt with my convo gowns -.- and then mama went missing so i had to search the school for her and when she was found, convo was over.

told my bro abt the dream and he said it must be dat i felt that i wasn't professional enough for this job (coz of the formal wear) but with time, i must have realised that it's actually all with me already, just that i haven't noticed it.

HAHAHA perhaps? perhaps?

aiya, im sure my convo will b smooth and we can all b out for drinks after dat :D

we are just plain awesome.

;)

a brand new beginning.

:)

YYへ、

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何も違うのことがあれば、ごめなさいね。知らないだから。＞＜そして、YYさんののどがよくないなった本とにごめんなさい、私だから。＝（　

じゃあ、KLに行くつもりのとき、絶対私の知らせてね、家族とかYYさんとか。YYさんの喉早く良くなったらといいんですね。旅行も楽しんでね。仕事もいつも良くなります！最後は、あなたが友達をいるは本とにうれしい、これからも連絡取り合いましょうね～＜３

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