Monday, November 30, 2009
it's just an extremely random dream. so extremely random.

ytd i dreamt of these powerpuff girl dolls.

and in my dream, they are EVIL.

and i sorta 'fight' and 'won'.

before i woke up, i saw myself plucking out the threads that held buttercup's mouth to shut her up from saying smtg abt 'blood'.

omg.

it's just so random.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Don't Sail Away


Alone On A Sailboat Lost At Sea
I Did Not Recognize The Skies Above Me
My Compass Was Just Spinning Round And Round
It Was Just Spinning Round

And Then With A Gust Of Wind Things Changed
Set Off On A Course That Seemed To Me Quite Strange
I Was Heading Through The Air Straight For The Moon
Straight For The Moon

And When I Landed He Took My Hand
We Dined And We Danced With The Stars
He Asked Me To Stay In This Dreamland
But The Wind Called Out So I Went Instead
Then He Turned To Me And Said

Don't Sail Away Don't Sail Away From Me
Don't Sail Away We Could Have Such A Lovely Time
Don't Sail Away Don't Sail Away From Me
Don't Sail Away You Could Stay And Just Be Mine
I Told Him Not This Time

The Wind Carried Me Across Deep Spaces
I Visted Many Times And Many Places
I Drifted Till My Boat Came To A Stop
On Destiny's Rooftop

Inside I Played Chess With Destiny
I Saw A Way To Win So Very Easily
But He Was Taking Far Too Long to Make His Move
Destiny Wouldn't Move

So I Turned My Boat Back Towards That Dreamland
And I Filled The Sails With My Breath
When I Landed He Took My Hand
Thought The Wind Called Out I Remained Instead
He Still Turned To Me And Said

Don't Sail Away Don't Sail Away From Me
Don't Sail Away We Could Have Such A Lovely Time
Don't Sail Away Don't Sail Away From Me
Don't Sail Away You Could Stay And Just Be Mine
I Like To Stay For Lifetime
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Such a dreamy song~
Take me away too

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

omg i freaking miss these...

你想结交的卡通朋友
A、单纯的朋友

  最理想好友:多拉A梦

  其他:《宠物小精灵》、《喜洋洋和灰太狼》等

  重感情的你,算不上是个欲望特强烈的人,颇有童心喜欢自由自在的生活和单纯的人际关系。你常独自乱发梦,可不是钻牛角尖和会强求的类型,比起维 护世界和平,轰轰烈烈的爱情故事,如果能有机器猫做好友,外加一群性格各异却超单纯的玩伴共同成长,对你来说简直是梦寐以求的事情,能够尽情的体验新奇和 乐趣,走上属于你的小小的冒险旅程。

  交友守则:讨厌被背叛

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光棍节测你爱人样貌

 D、 【星期四】皇室系

  你爱人的相貌令你很有顶礼膜拜的感觉,你会越看他越爱他,他的相貌体形会令你产生一种迷恋。并不是说他的相貌一定多么好,但是在你眼里顶呱呱就是了。

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你还有几次恋爱机会

A、你还有一次恋爱机会

  在你的内心有位黑眼圈公主,它让你拒绝了所有的邀请,生生的等七彩云上的真心人。活生生让你从生等到轮回,让你从轮回的植物界不断转生等到了神 仙一级,海衣认为,要不是因为你主动躲开了太多恋爱的机会,你是不会迟迟到现在只剩一次恋爱机会的。为什么叫黑眼圈公主呢?因为你的内心细腻敏感又任性, 浪漫却更胆小,胆小却非常执着,执着得甚至天天熬夜……虽然你只剩一次恋爱机会,相信能够打开你心扉的人是位大富大贵之人。因为能够得到你这样金子般的痴 心,不光要有能力,更是有运气。

(哇,有酱夸张吗!哈哈哈哈不过看在眼里蛮过瘾的呵呵)

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你的人生是哪种影片

A、深刻思想文艺片

  你的人生影片是一部深刻反映人内心的电影,你作为影片的主角,一生都在焦躁不安和怀疑未知中度过,你内心的不确定使你很难得到长时间持续的快乐,对尊严和道德的维护更让你时时不能满意。

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on a lighter note, we went out for dinner @ extension.

xin, kyle, trice, ed, gerald, josey and me.

it felt as if the friggin' exams are over. honestly.

i wish.

i really hate it when my pain is stretched across such a long extended period of time.

i'd rather just take it in a shot and get everything over and done with.

i miss last sem so much! when i only have like 3 papers and i ended all in 3 days.

but argh. no point thinking abt the past.

and well, things happen for a reason.

so

i'll smile =)

and run

Monday, November 23, 2009


just read the ST forum today and i felt pissed. here's why.

Don't let language drag down the best

I AM continually impressed by the ability of Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew to reflect on his policy shortcomings and change for the better ('MM Lee wants learning of Chinese to be fun', last Wednesday).

I agree that learning a language is an aptitude. Unlike science-based subjects, the study of language cannot be shoved down one's throat.

I have a daughter who has just completed primary school. The top award in her class went to a pupil who got an exemption from studying Chinese. She was not the best in class in any of the three subjects, but because of her exemption, her aggregate was the best.

About two years ago, when we found our daughter was a borderline pupil in Chinese, my wife and I were concerned that a poor score in the language would pull her aggregate results down for the Primary School Leaving Examination (PSLE). We were told we could take her to a child psychologist and get a note stating her inaptitude in the language so she could be exempted, come PSLE time.

We did not take the option, but I know of several parents who did.

I fully support the new approach of MM Lee that the learning of Chinese should be predicated on piquing the interest of the learner.

While it cannot and should not be an elective subject, future PSLE scores should de-emphasise language and concentrate on other assessment criteria.

I have known so many bright students who had to leave Singapore to further their education because of their lack of proficiency in Chinese.

I am glad the issue is being addressed now. Late as it may be, it is better late than never.

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Sons' struggle

'MM Lee has confirmed what my motherly instincts told me 20 years ago.'

MRS GOH SU SAN: 'I salute Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew. It takes a great man to admit his mistake. MM Lee has confirmed what my motherly instincts told me 20 years ago - that my two sons' vain struggle with Chinese language was not due to lack of intelligence, but a lack of acumen in a language foreign to them that was pitched at too high a level. This led my husband and I to tear ourselves away from home and loved ones to resettle in a foreign land to give our sons a chance to realise their full potential. The disproportionate amount of time they spent on Chinese left them little time for important subjects like mathematics, resulting in average grades that demoralised them. Our decision paid off. Both my sons are now professionals in their chosen fields.'

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I have an exam tml and the day after but i felt compelled to write nevertheless.

As I always said, it's fine if a Chinese is not good in Chinese, everyone has their own flaws and weaknesses.

But

I seriously despise Chinese who despise the language.

Especially when it's due to their inability to score it as a subject.

Perhaps you're thinking this angsty writer here who seems so passionate abt this issue is a freaking cheena kia, well, i am. And I'm proud to say that I'm from a Chinese speaking family.

I won't say I've got great command in English. I used to struggle with it particularly when I was in primary school, but I still manage to get an A for English and A* for all other subjects.

And I nv blame English for pulling my aggregate down. Because I accept the fact that it IS the foreign language and I know that I've to work hard to improve my standards.

Chinese, for your info, is NOT A FOREIGN LANGUAGE FOR CHINESE.

*huff puff huff*

I wonder how ppl can make such a statement. Oh. My. Gawd.

Taking a child to a psychologist JUST so that he/she can be exempted from Chinese to have a higher aggregate score?

If so, can we pon life? It's hard, you know. Maybe I shld get a pscyhologist to help.

gandangs.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-cGemD5tksU

kudos to tanwen for this vid. dude u shld totally take media presentation man. hahaha.

and i can totally see the passion man. kudos to that, too =)

halo


Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

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Exactly.
I need an angel to guide me NOW.

Sunday, November 22, 2009




I had kuishinbo jap buffet for lunch with mum and bro just now.

A day before exam. It's like THE last good meal before death.

But it's really a great one. I LOVE salmon sashimi! <3

The funny thing is we thought it's a one hour limited buffet so we rushed for the last ten min.

But it wasn't. So we stayed for tea and dessert. =)

Had almost everything available! Damn full now. But I dun mind more salmon really =D


Oh oh bought this for me and i thought it matches my HP pouch! x)

Thanks man! I'll try to attain some 成就 yar? TRY!

Ok i haven't done anything related to my paper tml.

Oh.My.Gawd
*f.r.i.e.n.d.s*

-=我愿你知道=-郑伊健

曾一起风中上路
信可并肩改变命途
问为什么终改不了命数
命运是否真的须要绝对这么做
真友好难复配合脚步
从今起孤单上路要找那方不看地图
现在什么都不想有回报
命运若果真想逼我
骂我太骄傲痛哭高呼如何做到最好
眼泪向着冷风扫挥酒满我路途
但你知不知今天狂哭我继续醉倒
我愿你知道风请替我代努心却直告
尽管我渴望你亦听未到
望天空星星殒落
算不算得一个讯号
问为什么不早些去预告
命运若果真想逼我
骂我太骄傲痛哭高呼如何做到最好
眼泪向着冷风扫挥酒满我路途
但你知不知今天狂哭我继续醉倒
我愿你知道风请替我代努心却直告
尽管我渴望你亦听未到
music
眼泪向着冷风扫挥酒满我路途
但你知不知今天狂哭我继续醉倒
我愿你知道风请替我代努心却直告
尽管我渴望你亦听未到
music

Saturday, November 21, 2009

忽然记起中学时候曾经想到的东西。

没有戴眼镜,看世界模模糊糊,其实也没什么。
有些东西,不看清楚,或许会过得比较快乐。

所以呢,做人可能不要那么精明,看东西不要太过透彻。

酱会比较好过吧!

it all started when words from notes started bursting into butterflies


one of them told me about its sushi dreams received from its beloved ones.


a depressed one came to tell me that it is taking the path of life alone...


the next one arrived with exciting news on colours and creativity...


the last one told me about its travel to the fluffy kingdom of clouds...

but none of them told me off for not doing this.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009


perhaps it's like a cosine curve.

the impact hits u and the pain is at its ultimate initially.

slowly, u start getting use to it and u begin to think naively that it's gone.

that's when the curve dips to the negative realm.

but subsequently, the curve will take an upturn.

that's when u realised that the pain is still not forgotten.

the curve will take an upturn till it reaches 0.

that's when u start to accept and live with the pain.

=)

this all struck me as i was running in a futile attempt to wash off my sins of chocolatey dreams.

anyways, i ran 5.7km in 32.21.43 min!
a great accomplishment for someone who hates running.
SNYPE! *clap clap clap*

not only did i went to watch 2012 ytd night, but i stayed up till 6 to see if i could catch a glimpse of the meteor shower

which i didn't manage to in the end

and my exam materials left untouched for the day.

again.

but well, things happened for a reason, don't they? =]

thanks gerald for the jing1 yu4 liang2 yan2

Sunday, November 15, 2009


I remember what you wore on our first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
And finally now, believing

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on our first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one

Two is better than one.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009















好喜欢带上耳机的感觉.


有一种安排演唱会的错觉.


只有自己能有幸听到这一场特别的演唱会.


关掉世界上其他杂音
关上自己

沉浸在自己的小小世界里


感觉很安全 =)

Monday, November 09, 2009

苦い中少し甘いが有ります


刺身とライス、私の晩御飯です。7.20ドルです。

お茶、初めってちょっと苦いですが、後で甘いですよ!2.50ドルです。
サウワプラムが大好きです。1ドルです。

今日のリスニングテストはとても難しかったですから、自信がぜんぜん有りません。
でも、私はSUをしましたから、ちょっと心配しないと思います。
十五分%だけ、ちょっと。。。
うわあ、今もう十二時です!時間にとても速いです。
私はJP来た何もしませんでしたが、疲れましたね。
宿題がたくさん有りますが、時間がないと思います。
大変ですね!

でも。。。
食事に楽しい事を探しました!
友達と話すことも楽しいですよ!

私はいつも「一生懸命」自分だと言いっています。

みなさん、がんばってしょう!

*勉強中~

Sunday, November 08, 2009












lemonade

bandong candy

mr. bean pancake

chicken chop spaghetti

macs fries

mr. bean ice cream

apples

@ smu project meetingS

Friday, November 06, 2009

MEGAN FOX IS SO FRIGGIN' HOT LIKE SMOLDERING!

*faints

And that's all e comment i have for jennifer's body.

Really.

Well but today is a good day in general. We didn't screw up 401 and Ed got a standing ovation and thumbs-up from Duffy (GOOD JOB MAN LOVE YA!), i skipped tourism which i never ever listened, i had spicy salmon rice at 5 bucks which is like damn freaking awesome (30% off after 9! i think)



and i had great company for the night. ^.^
take care josey!!!!!!!!!
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