it dawned upon me that i'm quite a stubborn person.
take driving for example. i dunno why but my innate nature always takes over and refuses to follow my instructor's advice. i have no idea if i'll be able to pass tml. but somehow i'm veiled by this overwhelming serenity.
think i might have reached a whole new level of zen.
another example. playing games. i fought the boss in my own way. i kept complaining how hard it is to fight. and indeed i spent a lot of time for this stage. oh oh gave me advice that i didn't heed.
today, i won. using my own way. but perhaps if i were to be less stubborn and heeded oh oh's advice, i could have won at least few days ago.
so now i wonder. is being stubborn, persistent and decisive an asset or a liability?
how i wish i could be more flexible.
hmmm...
take driving for example. i dunno why but my innate nature always takes over and refuses to follow my instructor's advice. i have no idea if i'll be able to pass tml. but somehow i'm veiled by this overwhelming serenity.
think i might have reached a whole new level of zen.
another example. playing games. i fought the boss in my own way. i kept complaining how hard it is to fight. and indeed i spent a lot of time for this stage. oh oh gave me advice that i didn't heed.
today, i won. using my own way. but perhaps if i were to be less stubborn and heeded oh oh's advice, i could have won at least few days ago.
so now i wonder. is being stubborn, persistent and decisive an asset or a liability?
how i wish i could be more flexible.
hmmm...