something to add, although i've never said so, i love u no matter wad. coz u r forever my only one.
and u too.
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sometimes when ppl make fun of me or laugh at me, i dun retaliate or say anything. but it doesn't mean dat e words dun penetrate and hurt. at e end of e day, i always come to doubt myself, no matter how much i attempt to treat e injuries, be it major or minor, in clandestine. i noe dat wad others think abt me is not impt. but i realised a limit to my self-confidence and self-esteem when others comment abt me. u must admit dat im still a girl nevertheless and there are times when im fragile.
at e same time i feel very stuck-in-e-middle as well. coz i love to hear ur laughter, put a smile on ur faces. but at times when im not feeling dat "high" and maybe in pit-bottom mood, i juz cant afford to smile/laugh right from e heart with u all. pardon me for my inability to act till e end... perhaps everything shld be left unspoken. perhaps u will feel better. but some things may turn out better for e one who speaks up.
ah. luan luan luan.
guess im really gonna have a not-so-good day today.